Pole and lap dance..

Lap and pole dance is the dance that i love most.
It helps me to explore my sexuality and the soft side of myself.
Time and patience helps me to create new move on the dance.
It helps me to relieve my stress and tension at work after a long day at work.
Something that i'll look forward everyday.

The strength

Encouragement from colleagues,immediate superior and bosses helps me the days through from the stressful days and weeks of planning .
The event has finally come to an end.
Preparation and weeks of hard work has finally paid off.
Immediate superior and bosses was impressed.
Despite it is the first time for this company.
Time and patience has proven my own hidden abilities.

Dedication goes to...

"Weirdos"(your encouragement is still inside my mind till today.)

"Bao sua bao hai man" (Your encouragement helps me through the difficult times..Love the birthday pressie.. Love ya tonnes!! **muacks!**)

Bobby (the one who discover my talents from a lunch trip at old market and my "godfather" often remind me not to stay up too late for the event planning and reminds me to eat my meals properly.)

Karen (the HR, helps me to blend in the culture and my "elder sister")

Joey(the "little sister" who helped me from calling, getting quotations, share my work load and act as a secretary for the team...Love u tonnes!!!)

P/S:But i still prefer tic tac and gummies than fisherman's friend..

Kaixin (The "talking dirty partner", "Freelance almost smooching partner" and advisor for the event)

Mosquitoe (The bro who often i shared my foods and woes with)

Nikki (helps me the list of songs to play thru out the event and the creative side.)

Curtis (My immediate boss aka "my government" who employed me..though i've still got the shock till today..cos the interview last for 30mins..and within 1 hour i knew i was employed by you.)

Last but not all it goes to those who have been reading my blog and surfgolder!

Sometimes..

Reminicise is something enjoyable yet addictive.
Sometimes it brings you joy.
Sometimes it brings you pain.
Sometimes it brings hurt to yourself unknowingly.
Sometimes it's brings you back to the past.
Sometimes you just wish the time just stop there.
But time don't await for you.

The promise...

You promise that you are not gonna hurt me.
But you did.
You promise that you gonna work something out.
But you didnt.
I'll put in alot of trust on you.
But you failed me.
But i did not regret since the day we've met.

Time and fate

Lost in control of emotions.
Stare at the blank space.
Stuck in the dimension with lots of confusion.
Everyday wish and hope that you will pop by.
It never seems to happen.
Just pray for god that he will arrange us to meet again.

The courage

I do not have the courage to love or be in love again.
My mind can't stop thinking of you.
Your image just pop by and confuse me.
The image of you, just make me take a step back away from everyone except you.
cos you got the key of my heart.

The isolated side

I'll kept myself isolated from everybody.
Free from disturbance and disruption.
Free my mind and enjoy the quiet moments.
I thought about you out of sudden.
Been counting the days, since you'll gone.
Time just past by each minutes and seconds.
Wishing those were the happy times never ends.