History and Present

History once bitten twice shy.
A lesson to be learnt.
Present makes anyone grows up wiser.
Wisdom speaks as age grows by to be the present "you."

Sometimes i wish..

Sometimes i wish i could do something about it.
Sometimes i wish i will not do anything about it.
Sometimes i wish i could speak up and pour my heart out.
Sometimes i wish i could just stop the clock from moving.
Sometimes i wish its just stop there and it will never end.
Sometimes it is just me.

A Change

She love to be alone.
It is something that not alot of people will understand.
Friends who know her well.
The party babe, changed to someone that is hardly beyond recognise by her friends now.

The haircut

You need the attitude and style to wear it.
Add abit of funk and punk to spice it up.
Love the unique cut.
Dare to be difference and love the attention from everybody's eye.

Food

Foods looks nice and taste great to everyone.
Food is our main source nutrients and provide us energy.
Delicacy during this period of time is being serve to family, relatives and friends.
Loss the sense of taste and appetite.
The phobia of food start acting up.
Memories of me suffering from eating disorder just pop into my mind.
The smell, look and taste of the food just makes me want to throw up.
I am phobia of food now.

Destination unknown

Head off to a place where it is peaceful and quiet.

Enter the dark secret of my own world.

Reach the destination unknown by me.
Unable to communicate my feelings through anything.
Words, photography and dance just can't express it out.
Feelings just make me confused and upset.
The destination of unknown bought me to the state of complexity.

The dark side of the unknown

Her favourite genre of music spinned on her favourite club.
She felt the music like running through her like second skin.
She loves to dance to express herself.
Enter the deep soul of the music and emotions as she danced.
As she expresses herself, the tears from her soul cried in fear, silent and sadness.
She end the night with a smiling face, but the soul is always filled with sadness.
She knows she lost her sense of directions.

I

I am made of sugar and spices just like any other girls.
Often misunderstood and being treated like a normal typical next door girl.
I am the type of girl that girls hates alot
I'm the kind that boys fantasize and love to hang out with.
The side of me is something that no one is able to read my mind or able to understand my nature.
Call me a weirdo or someone whom have been through abit different from others.

The song

I'll been singing this song since this morning i woke up. I recorded my own singing, it's kind of cool. Though i kind of lost my voice now.

Title: Bitch
By: Meredith Brooks

I hate the world today, your so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you, but you look at me like
Maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet, yesterday
I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am

This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you've got me figured out
The season is already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover , I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When your hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way