Gone

It's been two weeks we've last spoke.
News is heart wrenching.
I'm lost after losing you.
I still love you still.
Nothing has changed since you've left me.

That love thing

Reminisce the past moments.
You bought joy and laughter.
Laughter and joy warm my heart.
Your presense make me feel silly.
That love thing made me smile again.

The acquintance

We never really knew each other.
You were just an acquaintance , i knew from a group.
But when i got to know you.
You are someone special.
You make me laugh when i'm down.
You held me up and gave me the strength to move on with my life.
We use our heart, mind and soul to feel the presence of each other.
We might not be there all the time to stand by each other.
Though we wish to be with each other.
Through the tough times like now.
Like we always said to each other.
Let the time lead us to what we have wish for.

still memories

Picture are still memories.
It meant alot to me.
Wish thee time just stop moving.
Hope my wish come true.
Hate to grieve over the mistake i've made.

For weckie...

He came over my life.
Not just a passerby but a companion in my life now.
He bought me joy and laughter.
I was taught to be in love again.
He never fails to melt my heart, the moment i get to see him.

For mum..

Felt sick and awful today.
Woke up in a cold sweat this morning.
Felt the pain and nausea feelings.
Tried very hard to crawled myself out of the bed this morning.
Mum took some time off today.
Despite mum's busy schedule.
She took the time off today, just to take care of me and put me to bed like i was a baby.
She never failed to made me felt better than her home cooked porridge.


P/S: Mum, i love you!

A min of silent for the victims.

The news cause a shock to everyone.
Pictures, video clips and news broke her down.
Prayed for the victims who suffered from the natural disasters.
Tears flows as she felt for the victims while praying.
Though her donations may not be a huge amount.
She hopes she is there to help out to seek for more survivor.

P/S: I hope anyone out there been reading my blog. Please do take a minute to pray for the victims who suffered from the natural disasters. Thank You.

It takes.....

It takes a minutes to talk to each other.
It takes an hour to know the person.
It takes years to forget someone who bought you happiness.
It takes a lifetime to forget someone that hurt you along the way.

The strength

Encouragement from colleagues,immediate superior and bosses helps me the days through from the stressful days and weeks of planning .
The event has finally come to an end.
Preparation and weeks of hard work has finally paid off.
Immediate superior and bosses was impressed.
Despite it is the first time for this company.
Time and patience has proven my own hidden abilities.

Dedication goes to...

"Weirdos"(your encouragement is still inside my mind till today.)

"Bao sua bao hai man" (Your encouragement helps me through the difficult times..Love the birthday pressie.. Love ya tonnes!! **muacks!**)

Bobby (the one who discover my talents from a lunch trip at old market and my "godfather" often remind me not to stay up too late for the event planning and reminds me to eat my meals properly.)

Karen (the HR, helps me to blend in the culture and my "elder sister")

Joey(the "little sister" who helped me from calling, getting quotations, share my work load and act as a secretary for the team...Love u tonnes!!!)

P/S:But i still prefer tic tac and gummies than fisherman's friend..

Kaixin (The "talking dirty partner", "Freelance almost smooching partner" and advisor for the event)

Mosquitoe (The bro who often i shared my foods and woes with)

Nikki (helps me the list of songs to play thru out the event and the creative side.)

Curtis (My immediate boss aka "my government" who employed me..though i've still got the shock till today..cos the interview last for 30mins..and within 1 hour i knew i was employed by you.)

Last but not all it goes to those who have been reading my blog and surfgolder!

Sometimes..

Reminicise is something enjoyable yet addictive.
Sometimes it brings you joy.
Sometimes it brings you pain.
Sometimes it brings hurt to yourself unknowingly.
Sometimes it's brings you back to the past.
Sometimes you just wish the time just stop there.
But time don't await for you.

The promise...

You promise that you are not gonna hurt me.
But you did.
You promise that you gonna work something out.
But you didnt.
I'll put in alot of trust on you.
But you failed me.
But i did not regret since the day we've met.

Life is like a drama episode

Images of you, make me step into the memory lane.
The drama seems hard for me to accept the facts, that its breaks me down till today.
Whenever i happened to think about it.
Can't stop thinking of you.
You did make a big significant difference when you are with me those days.
My life seems like a mess after you left me.

4am in the morning

Took this picture 4am in the morning. The lyrics is like a reflection of me now.


Title: 4am in the morning
Artist: Gwen Stefani

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright


But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

I give you everything that

I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me


[CHORUS]
I give you everything that
I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right


All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me


[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right


(Give you everything)

(Give you all of me)

No one

It's just feels like me now.

From: Alicia Keys
Title: No one

I Just Want you Close
Where You Can Stay Forever
You Can Be Sure
That It Will Only Get Better

Hook:]
You And Me Together
Through The Days And Nights
I Dont Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is That Everything's Gonna Be Alright

[Chorus:]
No One
No One
No One
Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin'
No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You
You You
Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You

When The Rain Is Pourin Down
And My Heart Is Hurting
You Will Always Be Around
This I Know For Certain

[Hook:]
You And Me Together Through The Days And Nights
I Don't Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is Everything Is Gonna Be Alright

[Chorus:]
No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin
'No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You
You You
Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For U

I Know
Some People Search The World
To Find
Something Like What We Have
I Know
People Will Try, Try To Divide Something
So Real
So Till The End Of Time
I'm Telling You That No One

No One
No One
Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin
'No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You

Oooh
Ooh
Oh Oh Oh

For the one

You whine and complain life is stale and boring.
Cried for hours.
Advise given to you.
You don't take it seriously.
Life is short, fight for your happiness.

Wishing you are here again

My heart skip a beat when i met you.
My heart beats very fast with no rhythm when you've around.
My mind just gone blank and lost sense of myself.
Nothing is able to control my state of mind the moment i'll see you.
My heart just melted away.
The kisses and hugs bought me to heaven.
Those were the memories left behind me.
Unable to walk out of the sweet memories.

I'll miss you lots and i'll still love you.

For someone

The sight of you makes me irritatted.
Noisy, irriatting with a kind of fu** up attitude.
You know sh!t about me, stop making personal attack on me!
You just don't get it!
Please leave me alone for good!

For the late comedians

TV shows and movies with you as a lead actor and actress.
Brings lots of attention and support from fan just like me.
Your attention brings lots of attention and happiness from all walk of life.
Never fails to make everyone laugh at your show.
You left us with a heart feeling heavy and sad.


Dedicate to those who love MC king and Lydia.

It's my life

This song was dedicate to someone i detest now.
Inspired by~ Sometimes you just dont get it.

It's my life - Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live
while I'm alive
(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while
I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while
I'm alive (It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while
I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while
I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

The song was dedicate for me from Daniel

My buddy Daniel, thinks this song sounds exactly like me few years ago. Well it is up for everyone to judge. The lyric as per below.

Tata Young - Sexy, Naughty , Bitchy

[Chorus]
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls
I always play a bit bitchy
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I'm the kind that boys fantasize
I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like
I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the
Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality
I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things i say
I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I'd lay, I'd always pick the ones who wont figure out that
I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

Sexy, sexy... naughty, naughty... bitchy, bitchy...me
Sexy, sexy... naughty, naughty... bitchy, bitchy...me

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality
I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I pick my skirts to be sexy
Just like my thoughts a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls ...bitchy
Can't change
I am Sexy naughty bitchy me


P/S: Daniel, do i really sound like it? But there is one thing i agree on as per lyric till today.

"I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like."