Gone

It's been two weeks we've last spoke.
News is heart wrenching.
I'm lost after losing you.
I still love you still.
Nothing has changed since you've left me.

History and Present

History once bitten twice shy.
A lesson to be learnt.
Present makes anyone grows up wiser.
Wisdom speaks as age grows by to be the present "you."

Presence

Your presence is like a breeze.
It come and goes fast.
A minute you are with me.
An hour you've gone into thin wind without a trace.
A year past by without your presence, becomes a memory of your past existence.
As years goes by, you are just a passer by to create the presence of your existence.

1st January

Every new year is a new beginning.
New beginning to face series of upcoming unexpected events.
New lessons to be unfold in time to come.
New challenges ahead of me.
Let the new challenge give me the wisdom to be a happy me.

Words

Words spoken left a lingering painful memories behind till today.

Efforts was taken for granted.

But tarnished by the spoken words.

Cherished the good memories.

Live thy pain behind.

I DID

I DID what was not mean to be in the first place. I DID tried to salvaged situations. I DID put the best front of everyone. I DID try to pull through the warmest smile to fill everyone's heart. I DID try to fill up the imperfect me to be the perfect me. But Did i do my part?

Once said..

Once said from an wisdom sentence. Takes your mind and heart to another level. Once said before and done. Brings you to another level of life lesson of another part of life.

Drift me away

My heart set me apart.
My mind drift me away.
My emotions bottled up for years.
My spirit bought me back to the past.
Tears rolled silently in a pitched dark room.
I am drifting away from everything.

Coldplay - The Scientist

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Ooooohhhhhhh [x4]

Walked back

My emotions walked back thee time.
My mind is filled with unhappy times.
Nobody says its was easy.
It will never ever be.

Sometimes i wish..

Sometimes i wish i could do something about it.
Sometimes i wish i will not do anything about it.
Sometimes i wish i could speak up and pour my heart out.
Sometimes i wish i could just stop the clock from moving.
Sometimes i wish its just stop there and it will never end.
Sometimes it is just me.

That love thing

Reminisce the past moments.
You bought joy and laughter.
Laughter and joy warm my heart.
Your presense make me feel silly.
That love thing made me smile again.

The acquintance

We never really knew each other.
You were just an acquaintance , i knew from a group.
But when i got to know you.
You are someone special.
You make me laugh when i'm down.
You held me up and gave me the strength to move on with my life.
We use our heart, mind and soul to feel the presence of each other.
We might not be there all the time to stand by each other.
Though we wish to be with each other.
Through the tough times like now.
Like we always said to each other.
Let the time lead us to what we have wish for.

When?

Mobile phone gone dead.
Silent broke in.
Loneliness kicks in the day & night.
Feeling empty inside out.
Nothing is gonna change for now.
When will i be back to what i've used to?

For Patsy

She is coated with black and white coloured fur.

She look lovely and lovable.

The angelic and innocent looks melts my heart instantly.

My mind is filled with images of her.

Despite how she bits me..

I still love her and will always do..

The message..

For someone..

Artist- The pretenders
Title - I'll stand by you

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well i'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And i'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you,
baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And i'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt youI'll stand by you

Can't hide anymore...

For some unknown reasons i've been listening and crying out loud.

Snow patrol- Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

still memories

Picture are still memories.
It meant alot to me.
Wish thee time just stop moving.
Hope my wish come true.
Hate to grieve over the mistake i've made.

For weckie...

He came over my life.
Not just a passerby but a companion in my life now.
He bought me joy and laughter.
I was taught to be in love again.
He never fails to melt my heart, the moment i get to see him.

The short journey

It is a short journey.
Seven months just passed like a second.
The journey is a painful journey, yet filled with fun.
The journey is an unforgetable one.
Part of my soul is in this place.
The journey has come to an end.
Thee time to close the book.
Time to face the future of unknown.