When the night falls.. Share the pain and woes with me. Come to me now. Let me help you through. I'll help you to past the long night. I'll open my arms.
Take me into your darkest hours. I'll promise i will not desert you. Though you got hurt now. I'll promise to lend a listening ear. I'll promise to lend a shoulder for you to lean on. I'll promise to be there wih you, when you need me. I am by your side all these while.
My heart will remain close. Till someone open it up. The key and the barrel keeps me away from anyone now. Time has proven the uncertain feelings. The feelings of belonging. Waiting for the time. Fate and patience is the key.
I felt helpless and lost. I felt the emptiness. Stared at the blank spaces. I've heard the clock tickling. Time move on every single second. Drowned myself with a few glasses of alcohol in the night. Felt the tears rolling silenty with pain.
She got her camera and ipod geared up for a long walk. She got her mobile switch off to prevent people from reaching her. She walked and went to a beach. The scent of sea water and the sea breeze calms her down. She took out the pen and notebook. Wrote the lyrics. Unable to carry on as she felt a strong urge to cry it out.
She love to be alone. It is something that not alot of people will understand. Friends who know her well. The party babe, changed to someone that is hardly beyond recognise by her friends now.
She hates herself. Unable to control herself, lost her cool. She walked out, litled a cigarette and took a drag. Tears flown and asked herself questions. She used to be good in handling situations well in the past despite how tough it is. Refused to answer the questions herself. Only time will help her through.