Existence

The music show me the direction in life.
It's blend well like my second skin.
Feel the beats and the rhythm of the music.
The music is something i can't live without.
Let alone your existence.

Turning 24

Turning 24 this year.
Nothing much in my life so far.
Life is just full of ups and down.
Love life has never been smooth.
Met lots of hiccups in life.
People just come and go and left me.
The only thing that makes me happy, is that you drop by in my life.

Thee life

I love the way i am.
Love my life, music and career.
Life has never been interesting, till the day you knocked my senses up.
The cruel dream woke me up with a comfort hug.
You'll help me to find the directions in life.
Life is never easy, till i've met you.

Time and sweet moments

Time is running fast.
Time is short.
The fun is short and sweet.
Sweet moments is left filled with sadness.
The memory of you just hurts me when i'll think of you.

Line up for event

Planning, budgeting,analyse and deadline.
It 's just comes to my mind now.
Numbers is spinning around.
The creative side of me has display another side of me.
Events lined up and packed with lots of surprises.
Waiting for the moment to unfold the surprises till the day arrive.

Morning

Woke up early in the morning.
Feel frustrated and upset.
The dream is finally over.
Sat on my bed and recall what happened between two of us.
Knew everything is over between us.
Life just goes on for me.

Addiction

You taste great.
When you're warm.
Love the slimy and thick warm brown coloured sticky subtance.
Melts my soul when you enter me deep inside.
Felt like a sudden urge to moan in ecstasy.
As i'll release my sexual urge and drive.
You'll bought me to 7th heaven.

Attitude

Her wardbrobe filled with suits and heels.
Dress and gear up for challenge each day at work.
Attempt the challenges by herself without much help each day.
She run the show by herself with her crazy and efficient colleague.
Her dressing ornates not in her attitude but in the absense of vulgarity.
Her attitude is her assets.

Why?

The sense of belonging is over.
Pray for god everyday.
Hoping my prayer will be answer.
Console myself to sleep every night.
I''ll could only console myself to sleep every night.
I'll could only ask myself.
Why this is happening to me?
Why life is so unfair to me?
Why fate arrange us to meet and end everything in just a few minutes?
Why?

No one

Feel empty today.
A long day of hard work is almost over.
Ears and emotions immune with complains and whining.
A sudden moment of silent kicks in.
Felt a strong sudden rush of nostaglic melancholic events.
Tears rolled.
No one care what i am thinking now.
No one care how i feel right now.

No one but myself.

The pictures paint a thousand words

The picture paints a thousand words.
The emotions and feeling painted in my pictures.
Though words is unable to express at times.
Feel so lost at time.
The pictures express my loneliness and emptiness.
No one cares how i'll felt.
Cos no one cares.

Dream

Dreamt of you last night.
The dream was short and sweet.
Though it was a short and simple dream.
I've smile and woke up.
Feel upset and cried my heart out.
But the memories is still left behind me.

Light

People around me come and go.
Just like passer by along the busy street.
When the dusk break.
People from the night scene does helps me to lighten up my life abit.
When the party is over.
The light just gone into the thin air.

Obsession

I've gone obsess with the image of you in my dream last night.
Dream was long and sweet.
Your smile and image makes me melt.
My heart skip a beat when the image of you portrayed in my dream.
The obsession of you has change my life.

I can't seems to move on with my life.
Trap in the heart, deep down emotions of myself.
Thee feeling is kept from anybody else.
Feel the cut.
Feel the pain.
The feelings just build a barrel from anybody else but you.

Wishing you are here again

My heart skip a beat when i met you.
My heart beats very fast with no rhythm when you've around.
My mind just gone blank and lost sense of myself.
Nothing is able to control my state of mind the moment i'll see you.
My heart just melted away.
The kisses and hugs bought me to heaven.
Those were the memories left behind me.
Unable to walk out of the sweet memories.

I'll miss you lots and i'll still love you.

Wait...

When love turns to obsession.
You'll wait for him to appear once again.
Question is how long it is gonna take?
When will it be?
Where will i meet him again?
The meeting point is something very mysterious for me.
Time and fate will arrange me and him to meet once again.

Question of love

How many time have you fell deeply in love with someone that you lost your sense?
How many time have you waited for someone you love after years of losing contact?
How long you've have waited for him/her?
How much do you miss him/her?
Did you told him/her how much you love him/her?
Let the love lingers as you wait for him/her.
Time and life just move on.

Good Time

Good company of people with great moments to be remember.
Thee time is fun and crazy.
Thee time spent was short, simple and sweet.
Friends and colleagues love me for crazy bits.
Thee good time and fun loving activities will be capture in one of my happiest moment of life.

Thoughts

Living in the past memories.
Smile and console myself each time.
Hope has been dashed.
Wish that the time will stand still for me.
Time is cruel to me.
Never blame anything or anyone about it.

Time has past...

Feel helpless today.
Tired and drained from work.
Migraine trigger out of sudden.
Tired of putting a smile infront of everyone.
I could only enjoy the minute of silent in the toilet cubicle.
Time past and realise the day is almost over.

Brain Dead

Brain is dead now.
Questions flying around my head now.
Head spinning with lots of numbers in between.
Questions with no answer.
Hours just flew and past by every second.
Came out a solution to put everyone's mind in peace.

Sweet moment of memories

Sitting in the cafe alone in the central business district.
People walking past every second and minutes.
Time past by every second silently.
Thee sweet memories just stay in my mind while sipping a cup of coffee.
Wishing thee time will turnback.
The sweet moment of good memories just stand still in my mind.

Feelings and words

The rain just came.
I heard the cry of a lonely women in the street.
Standing and sitting alone with deep thoughts in the mind.
Nothing much were said in that point of time.
Feelings unable to express much from words.
Words to her it is just an empty words.

The Question is........

Questions from friends what i am lack of now.
Answers has been given straight on the spot.
The love is something i yearn for.
Despite a few admirers has drop hints on me.
My heart didn't move abit till today.
Playing the game of fate has change bits of me in life.
Moving to a new dimension, exploring the quality of lonesome.
Life move to a new dimension with bits and pieces of my memories.

For someone

The sight of you makes me irritatted.
Noisy, irriatting with a kind of fu** up attitude.
You know sh!t about me, stop making personal attack on me!
You just don't get it!
Please leave me alone for good!