Bits and pieces.

Drift me away

2011-03-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

My heart set me apart.
My mind drift me away.
My emotions bottled up for years.
My spirit bought me back to the past.
Tears rolled silently in a pitched dark room.
I am drifting away from everything.

Coldplay - The Scientist

2011-03-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Ooooohhhhhhh [x4]

Walked back

2011-03-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

My emotions walked back thee time.
My mind is filled with unhappy times.
Nobody says its was easy.
It will never ever be.

Sometimes i wish..

2009-05-10T19:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wish i could do something about it.
Sometimes i wish i will not do anything about it.
Sometimes i wish i could speak up and pour my heart out.
Sometimes i wish i could just stop the clock from moving.
Sometimes i wish its just stop there and it will never end.
Sometimes it is just me.

That love thing

2009-04-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

Reminisce the past moments.
You bought joy and laughter.
Laughter and joy warm my heart.
Your presense make me feel silly.
That love thing made me smile again.

The acquintance

2009-03-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

We never really knew each other.
You were just an acquaintance , i knew from a group.
But when i got to know you.
You are someone special.
You make me laugh when i'm down.
You held me up and gave me the strength to move on with my life.
We use our heart, mind and soul to feel the presence of each other.
We might not be there all the time to stand by each other.
Though we wish to be with each other.
Through the tough times like now.
Like we always said to each other.
Let the time lead us to what we have wish for.

When?

2009-03-04T22:23:00.001-08:00

Mobile phone gone dead.
Silent broke in.
Loneliness kicks in the day & night.
Feeling empty inside out.
Nothing is gonna change for now.
When will i be back to what i've used to?

For Patsy

2009-03-01T19:31:00.000-08:00

She is coated with black and white coloured fur.

She look lovely and lovable.

The angelic and innocent looks melts my heart instantly.

My mind is filled with images of her.

Despite how she bits me..

I still love her and will always do..

The message..

2009-02-26T22:18:00.000-08:00

For someone..

Artist- The pretenders
Title - I'll stand by you

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well i'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And i'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you,
baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And i'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt youI'll stand by you

Can't hide anymore...

2009-02-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

For some unknown reasons i've been listening and crying out loud.

Snow patrol- Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

still memories

2009-02-25T22:09:00.000-08:00

Picture are still memories.
It meant alot to me.
Wish thee time just stop moving.
Hope my wish come true.
Hate to grieve over the mistake i've made.

For weckie...

2009-02-24T22:40:00.000-08:00

He came over my life.
Not just a passerby but a companion in my life now.
He bought me joy and laughter.
I was taught to be in love again.
He never fails to melt my heart, the moment i get to see him.

The short journey

2008-08-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

It is a short journey.
Seven months just passed like a second.
The journey is a painful journey, yet filled with fun.
The journey is an unforgetable one.
Part of my soul is in this place.
The journey has come to an end.
Thee time to close the book.
Time to face the future of unknown.

The ring

2008-08-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

The ring hits my mind now.
Reminisce the past..
Time just move without any notice.
A slow flashback bought me back to the past.
The ring has bought the pain, grief and the ugly side of human beings.

Short note of me

2008-08-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

I do have mood swings.
The frequency of my mood is unpredictable.
Predict the unpredictable.
Expect the unexpected.
It is just me..
Just me...

Mixed feelings

2008-08-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

Love and hatred is an emotions.
Controlling an emotions takes a lifetime skill to master the art.
Letting it go may not seems it is the best options.
It come and go around.
There is a beginning..
But where is the end?
Thee time may not be the option.
Love and hatred is a emotions that confuse me all the time.
It takes a lifetime to sort your feelings out.

The chapter (end)

2008-08-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

There is a beginning.
But thee time come to an end.
Made a decision to move on from the unhappy events.
The issues has created an unhappy scene and a bad ending.
Avoiding is not an option.
Step out to search for peaceful life.
The chapter has come to an end now.
May god be with me.

For mum..

2008-06-05T10:24:00.000-07:00

Felt sick and awful today.
Woke up in a cold sweat this morning.
Felt the pain and nausea feelings.
Tried very hard to crawled myself out of the bed this morning.
Mum took some time off today.
Despite mum's busy schedule.
She took the time off today, just to take care of me and put me to bed like i was a baby.
She never failed to made me felt better than her home cooked porridge.

P/S: Mum, i love you!

For someone..

2008-06-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

You are an irritating person in my eye now!!!
Find your character is childish and irritating!!!
You are as good as nothing!
Simply love to push the blame on me for nothing!
You've created all these crap by yourself!
Do look back where you are standing now!
Cos i will be the last person standing there and laugh at you!
Do take some time to think!
Stop messing with me!!
Cos i will make sure there is no way you can turn back!!!

Your appearance

2008-06-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

Your love and concern made me touched.
The time we spent was sweet and short.
You shared your joy and unhappiness with me.
That day i'll rejected your love for me, you felt hurt.
Five years gone just like it was yesterday.
We'll met again in the street.
You'll told me i am irreplaceable of all these years.

Love is..

2008-06-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

Love is blind.
Love is strange.
Love is about fate and patience.
Love is about finding the right companion.
Love binds two persons together, through the busy life today.
Love is a kind of chemistry that i will never understand till the day i will meet him.

When the night falls....

2008-05-27T11:31:00.000-07:00

When the night falls..
Share the pain and woes with me.
Come to me now.
Let me help you through.
I'll help you to past the long night.
I'll open my arms.

Whenever you need me .

I'll promise

2008-05-27T11:10:00.000-07:00

Take me into your darkest hours.
I'll promise i will not desert you.
Though you got hurt now.
I'll promise to lend a listening ear.
I'll promise to lend a shoulder for you to lean on.
I'll promise to be there wih you, when you need me.
I am by your side all these while.

Window and barrel

2008-05-27T10:50:00.001-07:00

My heart will remain close.
Till someone open it up.
The key and the barrel keeps me away from anyone now.
Time has proven the uncertain feelings.
The feelings of belonging.
Waiting for the time.
Fate and patience is the key.

In pain

2008-05-27T10:37:00.000-07:00

I felt helpless and lost.
I felt the emptiness.
Stared at the blank spaces.
I've heard the clock tickling.
Time move on every single second.
Drowned myself with a few glasses of alcohol in the night.
Felt the tears rolling silenty with pain.

A long walk to the beach..

2008-05-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

She got her camera and ipod geared up for a long walk.
She got her mobile switch off to prevent people from reaching her.
She walked and went to a beach.
The scent of sea water and the sea breeze calms her down.
She took out the pen and notebook.
Wrote the lyrics.
Unable to carry on as she felt a strong urge to cry it out.

A Change

2008-05-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

She love to be alone.
It is something that not alot of people will understand.
Friends who know her well.
The party babe, changed to someone that is hardly beyond recognise by her friends now.

The past has haunt her

2008-05-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

She hates herself.
Unable to control herself, lost her cool.
She walked out, litled a cigarette and took a drag.
Tears flown and asked herself questions.
She used to be good in handling situations well in the past despite how tough it is.
Refused to answer the questions herself.
Only time will help her through.

A min of silent for the victims.

2008-05-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

The news cause a shock to everyone.
Pictures, video clips and news broke her down.
Prayed for the victims who suffered from the natural disasters.
Tears flows as she felt for the victims while praying.
Though her donations may not be a huge amount.
She hopes she is there to help out to seek for more survivor.

P/S: I hope anyone out there been reading my blog. Please do take a minute to pray for the victims who suffered from the natural disasters. Thank You.

The simple pleasure of a person

2008-05-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

My head spinned with lots of personal questions.
Questions did not affect me a little.
I am someone who enjoy simple pleasure like coffee tasting, lyrics writing and photography.
People always claims to knows me well.
In fact, they don't.

Time will tell the answer

2008-05-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

Time don't wait for me.
Been buried myself with work.
Call me a workaholic or someone who basicially got no life.
Trying to achieve what i've lost for the past few years.
Time will tell me the answer.

It takes.....

2008-05-09T02:38:00.000-07:00

It takes a minutes to talk to each other.
It takes an hour to know the person.
It takes years to forget someone who bought you happiness.
It takes a lifetime to forget someone that hurt you along the way.

Love and Life

2008-05-05T19:42:00.000-07:00

Love is selfish.
Love is full of ups and downs.
Life is not like a bed of roses.
Life is never fair.
Love and Life is something you must fight for your own happiness.
But for love is a game of fate and patience, time is the key factor of the game.

The place

2008-05-05T19:36:00.000-07:00

Time has bought me to a new place.
The place is new to me.
The place is a stranger to me.
Reminisce the past of the busy crowd at central business district area.
Love the great food.
Reminisce the atmosphere of the central business district area.

The haircut

2008-05-05T19:14:00.000-07:00

You need the attitude and style to wear it.
Add abit of funk and punk to spice it up.
Love the unique cut.
Dare to be difference and love the attention from everybody's eye.

Pole and lap dance..

2008-04-27T10:12:00.000-07:00

Lap and pole dance is the dance that i love most.
It helps me to explore my sexuality and the soft side of myself.
Time and patience helps me to create new move on the dance.
It helps me to relieve my stress and tension at work after a long day at work.
Something that i'll look forward everyday.

The strength

2008-04-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

Encouragement from colleagues,immediate superior and bosses helps me the days through from the stressful days and weeks of planning .
The event has finally come to an end.
Preparation and weeks of hard work has finally paid off.
Immediate superior and bosses was impressed.
Despite it is the first time for this company.
Time and patience has proven my own hidden abilities.

Dedication goes to...

"Weirdos"(your encouragement is still inside my mind till today.)

"Bao sua bao hai man" (Your encouragement helps me through the difficult times..Love the birthday pressie.. Love ya tonnes!! **muacks!**)

Bobby (the one who discover my talents from a lunch trip at old market and my "godfather" often remind me not to stay up too late for the event planning and reminds me to eat my meals properly.)

Karen (the HR, helps me to blend in the culture and my "elder sister")

Joey(the "little sister" who helped me from calling, getting quotations, share my work load and act as a secretary for the team...Love u tonnes!!!)

P/S:But i still prefer tic tac and gummies than fisherman's friend..

Kaixin (The "talking dirty partner", "Freelance almost smooching partner" and advisor for the event)

Mosquitoe (The bro who often i shared my foods and woes with)

Nikki (helps me the list of songs to play thru out the event and the creative side.)

Curtis (My immediate boss aka "my government" who employed me..though i've still got the shock till today..cos the interview last for 30mins..and within 1 hour i knew i was employed by you.)

Last but not all it goes to those who have been reading my blog and surfgolder!

Sometimes..

2008-04-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

Reminicise is something enjoyable yet addictive.
Sometimes it brings you joy.
Sometimes it brings you pain.
Sometimes it brings hurt to yourself unknowingly.
Sometimes it's brings you back to the past.
Sometimes you just wish the time just stop there.
But time don't await for you.

The promise...

2008-04-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

You promise that you are not gonna hurt me.
But you did.
You promise that you gonna work something out.
But you didnt.
I'll put in alot of trust on you.
But you failed me.
But i did not regret since the day we've met.

Time and fate

2008-04-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

Lost in control of emotions.
Stare at the blank space.
Stuck in the dimension with lots of confusion.
Everyday wish and hope that you will pop by.
It never seems to happen.
Just pray for god that he will arrange us to meet again.

The courage

2008-04-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

I do not have the courage to love or be in love again.
My mind can't stop thinking of you.
Your image just pop by and confuse me.
The image of you, just make me take a step back away from everyone except you.
cos you got the key of my heart.

The isolated side

2008-04-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

I'll kept myself isolated from everybody.
Free from disturbance and disruption.
Free my mind and enjoy the quiet moments.
I thought about you out of sudden.
Been counting the days, since you'll gone.
Time just past by each minutes and seconds.
Wishing those were the happy times never ends.

This year..

2008-04-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

24th birthday is something i do not look forward this year.
Gifts from friends, ex colleagues and colleague touched my heart.
Birthday greetings from friends does cheer me up.
Birthday wishes for this year is something i'll rather not to think or talk about it.
Coz it hurts.
It really hurts.

What is love to me?

2008-04-22T21:13:00.000-07:00

Love hurts.
Love cuts and hurt me deeply.
Cry myself each night to sleep.
Unable to control my emotions well at times.
Drown myself with a few glasses of alcohol every night.
Try to immune the pain with alcohol as i drink along.
The tears helps me to get by the long lonely night.
The night seems long and hard to get by each night.

Life is like a drama episode

2008-04-22T19:56:00.000-07:00

Images of you, make me step into the memory lane.
The drama seems hard for me to accept the facts, that its breaks me down till today.
Whenever i happened to think about it.
Can't stop thinking of you.
You did make a big significant difference when you are with me those days.
My life seems like a mess after you left me.

Space.. and........ time

2008-04-21T00:30:00.000-07:00

Time and space is the only thing i want right now.
Enjoy the silence with the music spinning.
The space give me the moment to create something different,
Something that i used to enjoy alot.
The time and space will help me to prove my abilites.

The side of a person

2008-04-20T20:51:00.000-07:00

She hopped around with the camera on the hand.
Taking shots for objects and scenary that reflect on her pesonalities.
Though she looks happy in the outside and inside.
But she is a different person, when you get to know her inside out.

The preparation

2008-04-20T20:07:00.000-07:00

Quotations, Planning ,Games, Date, Theme, Time & Venue.
The questions finally answered.
Waiting for the time to reveal the another side of myself.
The wait seems long.
Patience is the key of the proper planning.

4am in the morning

2008-04-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

Took this picture 4am in the morning. The lyrics is like a reflection of me now.

Title: 4am in the morning
Artist: Gwen Stefani

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

I give you everything that

I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that
I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)

(Give you all of me)

No one

2008-04-14T09:11:00.000-07:00

It's just feels like me now.

From: Alicia Keys
Title: No one

I Just Want you Close
Where You Can Stay Forever
You Can Be Sure
That It Will Only Get Better

Hook:]
You And Me Together
Through The Days And Nights
I Dont Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is That Everything's Gonna Be Alright

[Chorus:]
No One
No One
No One
Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin'
No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You
You You
Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You

When The Rain Is Pourin Down
And My Heart Is Hurting
You Will Always Be Around
This I Know For Certain

[Hook:]
You And Me Together Through The Days And Nights
I Don't Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is Everything Is Gonna Be Alright

[Chorus:]
No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin
'No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You
You You
Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For U

I Know
Some People Search The World
To Find
Something Like What We Have
I Know
People Will Try, Try To Divide Something
So Real
So Till The End Of Time
I'm Telling You That No One

No One
No One
Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin
'No One
No One
No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You

Oooh
Ooh
Oh Oh Oh

Lust sells?

2008-04-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

The lust sells.
Temptation and desire is the root of evil.
Traps and leads you.
Thus, there is no turning back.

No one knows...

2008-04-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

I'll feel the cut.
Heart broken, feel the blood flows like a river.
Tears broke down, as i'll past the memory lane.
The days are numbered .
No one getting the way or feel the way that feel for him..

Time, encouragement and patience

2008-04-08T02:52:00.000-07:00

Time and patience helps me to prove my abilities.
Thee time has unfold the surprises with the help and encouragement from team.
The encouragement does helps to pull me up when i am upset.
Everybody was saying life is easy for me.
In fact, life is never easy for me.

Appearance

2008-04-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

Your appearance create a chaos in my life.
Never blame you for anything.
Silently time just past.
You've made me realise how important you are till today.
The blurry image, somehow cast a shadow of myself.
Unable to forget you till today.
Memories left just like a scar.

Red and white

2008-04-04T02:42:00.000-07:00

The red and white wine.
Remind me of you.
Sip and swirl the wine glass.
The image of you just appear out of nowhere.
I'll find it hard to forget you.

For the one

2008-04-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

You whine and complain life is stale and boring.
Cried for hours.
Advise given to you.
You don't take it seriously.
Life is short, fight for your happiness.

Existence

2008-03-31T01:25:00.000-07:00

The music show me the direction in life.
It's blend well like my second skin.
Feel the beats and the rhythm of the music.
The music is something i can't live without.
Let alone your existence.

Turning 24

2008-03-31T01:18:00.000-07:00

Turning 24 this year.
Nothing much in my life so far.
Life is just full of ups and down.
Love life has never been smooth.
Met lots of hiccups in life.
People just come and go and left me.
The only thing that makes me happy, is that you drop by in my life.

Thee life

2008-03-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

I love the way i am.
Love my life, music and career.
Life has never been interesting, till the day you knocked my senses up.
The cruel dream woke me up with a comfort hug.
You'll help me to find the directions in life.
Life is never easy, till i've met you.

Time and sweet moments

2008-03-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

Time is running fast.
Time is short.
The fun is short and sweet.
Sweet moments is left filled with sadness.
The memory of you just hurts me when i'll think of you.

Line up for event

2008-03-30T20:29:00.000-07:00

Planning, budgeting,analyse and deadline.
It 's just comes to my mind now.
Numbers is spinning around.
The creative side of me has display another side of me.
Events lined up and packed with lots of surprises.
Waiting for the moment to unfold the surprises till the day arrive.

Morning

2008-03-30T19:57:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning.
Feel frustrated and upset.
The dream is finally over.
Sat on my bed and recall what happened between two of us.
Knew everything is over between us.
Life just goes on for me.

Addiction

2008-03-24T20:24:00.000-07:00

You taste great.
When you're warm.
Love the slimy and thick warm brown coloured sticky subtance.
Melts my soul when you enter me deep inside.
Felt like a sudden urge to moan in ecstasy.
As i'll release my sexual urge and drive.
You'll bought me to 7th heaven.

Attitude

2008-03-24T20:01:00.000-07:00

Her wardbrobe filled with suits and heels.
Dress and gear up for challenge each day at work.
Attempt the challenges by herself without much help each day.
She run the show by herself with her crazy and efficient colleague.
Her dressing ornates not in her attitude but in the absense of vulgarity.
Her attitude is her assets.

Why?

2008-03-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

The sense of belonging is over.
Pray for god everyday.
Hoping my prayer will be answer.
Console myself to sleep every night.
I''ll could only console myself to sleep every night.
I'll could only ask myself.
Why this is happening to me?
Why life is so unfair to me?
Why fate arrange us to meet and end everything in just a few minutes?
Why?

No one

2008-03-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

Feel empty today.
A long day of hard work is almost over.
Ears and emotions immune with complains and whining.
A sudden moment of silent kicks in.
Felt a strong sudden rush of nostaglic melancholic events.
Tears rolled.
No one care what i am thinking now.
No one care how i feel right now.

No one but myself.

The pictures paint a thousand words

2008-03-18T03:30:00.000-07:00

The picture paints a thousand words.
The emotions and feeling painted in my pictures.
Though words is unable to express at times.
Feel so lost at time.
The pictures express my loneliness and emptiness.
No one cares how i'll felt.
Cos no one cares.

Dream

2008-03-18T03:25:00.000-07:00

Dreamt of you last night.
The dream was short and sweet.
Though it was a short and simple dream.
I've smile and woke up.
Feel upset and cried my heart out.
But the memories is still left behind me.

Light

2008-03-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

People around me come and go.
Just like passer by along the busy street.
When the dusk break.
People from the night scene does helps me to lighten up my life abit.
When the party is over.
The light just gone into the thin air.

Obsession

2008-03-12T20:59:00.000-07:00

I've gone obsess with the image of you in my dream last night.
Dream was long and sweet.
Your smile and image makes me melt.
My heart skip a beat when the image of you portrayed in my dream.
The obsession of you has change my life.

2008-03-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

I can't seems to move on with my life.
Trap in the heart, deep down emotions of myself.
Thee feeling is kept from anybody else.
Feel the cut.
Feel the pain.
The feelings just build a barrel from anybody else but you.

Wishing you are here again

2008-03-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

My heart skip a beat when i met you.
My heart beats very fast with no rhythm when you've around.
My mind just gone blank and lost sense of myself.
Nothing is able to control my state of mind the moment i'll see you.
My heart just melted away.
The kisses and hugs bought me to heaven.
Those were the memories left behind me.
Unable to walk out of the sweet memories.

I'll miss you lots and i'll still love you.

Wait...

2008-03-09T21:31:00.001-07:00

When love turns to obsession.
You'll wait for him to appear once again.
Question is how long it is gonna take?
When will it be?
Where will i meet him again?
The meeting point is something very mysterious for me.
Time and fate will arrange me and him to meet once again.

Question of love

2008-03-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

How many time have you fell deeply in love with someone that you lost your sense?
How many time have you waited for someone you love after years of losing contact?
How long you've have waited for him/her?
How much do you miss him/her?
Did you told him/her how much you love him/her?
Let the love lingers as you wait for him/her.
Time and life just move on.

Good Time

2008-03-07T02:17:00.002-08:00

Good company of people with great moments to be remember.
Thee time is fun and crazy.
Thee time spent was short, simple and sweet.
Friends and colleagues love me for crazy bits.
Thee good time and fun loving activities will be capture in one of my happiest moment of life.

Thoughts

2008-03-06T02:07:00.000-08:00

Living in the past memories.
Smile and console myself each time.
Hope has been dashed.
Wish that the time will stand still for me.
Time is cruel to me.
Never blame anything or anyone about it.

Time has past...

2008-03-06T01:41:00.000-08:00

Feel helpless today.
Tired and drained from work.
Migraine trigger out of sudden.
Tired of putting a smile infront of everyone.
I could only enjoy the minute of silent in the toilet cubicle.
Time past and realise the day is almost over.

Brain Dead

2008-03-05T01:43:00.000-08:00

Brain is dead now.
Questions flying around my head now.
Head spinning with lots of numbers in between.
Questions with no answer.
Hours just flew and past by every second.
Came out a solution to put everyone's mind in peace.

Sweet moment of memories

2008-03-03T19:31:00.000-08:00

Sitting in the cafe alone in the central business district.
People walking past every second and minutes.
Time past by every second silently.
Thee sweet memories just stay in my mind while sipping a cup of coffee.
Wishing thee time will turnback.
The sweet moment of good memories just stand still in my mind.

Feelings and words

2008-03-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

The rain just came.
I heard the cry of a lonely women in the street.
Standing and sitting alone with deep thoughts in the mind.
Nothing much were said in that point of time.
Feelings unable to express much from words.
Words to her it is just an empty words.

The Question is........

2008-03-03T17:55:00.000-08:00

Questions from friends what i am lack of now.
Answers has been given straight on the spot.
The love is something i yearn for.
Despite a few admirers has drop hints on me.
My heart didn't move abit till today.
Playing the game of fate has change bits of me in life.
Moving to a new dimension, exploring the quality of lonesome.
Life move to a new dimension with bits and pieces of my memories.

For someone

2008-03-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

The sight of you makes me irritatted.
Noisy, irriatting with a kind of fu** up attitude.
You know sh!t about me, stop making personal attack on me!
You just don't get it!
Please leave me alone for good!

My life

2008-02-26T19:22:00.000-08:00

Life is hectic and busy everyday.
Life is like an time bomb.
Panic and full of surprises come along the way.
When dusk breaks.
Life of a social chick rock her world with music, cigarettes and alcohol.
When the night comes, loneliness breaks in.
Life is never the same again...

Comfort cry

2008-02-26T19:18:00.000-08:00

Where are you?
The question i'll ask myself every night.
The warm smile and comfort hug are gone.
Tears flows when memories flash back.
Comfort myself that i am alright after the cry.
Heartache and force myself to smile through the day and night.

Move to a new dimension

2008-02-26T19:12:00.000-08:00

Loneliness breaks in.
Tears of loneliness and despair start rolling.
Emotions hidden deep inside me.
Expressing myself through tears.
Immune of all the emotions pain and hurt.
Life moves on to a new dimension with a sense of new directions.

The moment of lonely time

2008-02-21T22:50:00.000-08:00

Lunatic is a description of myself now.
Enter the deep emotion.
Hiding the emotions from all sort of situations that cause grievous hurt.
Lots of emotional and psychological hurt i'll experience is hiding deep down inside me.
Feelings untold and unknown to others.
Drive to keep myself immune to all the pain and sadness for the moment of lonely time.

The lie

2008-02-20T09:02:00.000-08:00

The day i'll found out that you lied to me.
I'll stood in a corner, feeling lost and depressed.
My mind keep popping questions non stop.
Unable to control my emotions.
I'll smile to myself and pretend nothing is happening.
Deep inside me, my heart cracked and bled profusely.
Your existence brings me joy, laughter and love.

For the late comedians

2008-02-19T18:07:00.000-08:00

TV shows and movies with you as a lead actor and actress.
Brings lots of attention and support from fan just like me.
Your attention brings lots of attention and happiness from all walk of life.
Never fails to make everyone laugh at your show.
You left us with a heart feeling heavy and sad.

Dedicate to those who love MC king and Lydia.

Motivation and encouragement

2008-02-18T08:37:00.000-08:00

You cheer me up when i'm down.
I'll cheer you up when you've had a bad day.
Short text messages from you does the trick back then.
Your encouragement and motivation is still inside me all along.
Never give up hope, even though it is small.
Small hope helps to brighten up my life abit till today.
Motivation is something you bring it back.
When emotions tortured and abused back then.
Your encouragement and motivation helps me to pick up myself once again.

Mistakes

2008-02-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

A quick flash back of the past.
Felt a sudden rush of anger and sadness.
Impulsive and stubborn due to young age.

Questions asked all over again.

Mistakes that i've created and mess it all up.

Lessons learnt and remeber well from the past incidents till today.

Love confession

2008-02-14T00:13:00.000-08:00

Time shared with you alone turns to good old memories.
Memories is sweet and will buried deep inside my heart.
Too deep that i told you a lie that i'll treat you like a next kin.
The kisses and hugs is something i am looking forward till today.
Questions popped out, whenever i think of you.
Pray for you every night and hope you are doing well.
I didn't know till a pastor told me i'll have fell in love with you unknowingly.
Let the time past by and see if my feelings for you if it is genuine or just a crush.
Life is never the same since you'll gone.

Life is

2008-02-14T00:09:00.000-08:00

Life is short.
Life is full of events and interesting lessons to be learnt.
Lessons learnt is something worth looking at it to avoid mistakes in your life again.
Once seen as a passerby for all problems from all walks of life.
Now it is happening to me.
Time to grown up and be hip and happy.

Time

2008-02-11T17:52:00.000-08:00

Too much and it is better to left unsaid.
Let thee time cleanses the soul and purify the mind of the unspoken words.
Thee time will just makes one another wiser.
Time heals everything.

I'll still love you till today

2008-02-10T07:13:00.000-08:00

St valentine's day is the day everyone who is in love is looking forward to.
Hoping the time you will call or text me for a date.
Knew it will not happen to me.
But my heart just stand still and waiting for your return.
The last conversation and your voice does tempt me to drop you a line.
Afraid to see or heard you get pissed drop the whole idea of drop you a line.
You are not a passer by in my life.
Told you'll before, though what you said and done hurt me alot.
I forgave and understand the plight you are going through now.
I' ll do miss you alot and love you alot till today.

Song reminds me of you.

2008-02-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

The song titled "Hip hop is dead" is play on my media player now.
The song once i'll told you about back then.
Does reminds me lots of good and sweet live of the memories.
It's certainly worth looking back and take a smile about how the time we spent together back then.
The time of stop contacting each other makes me miss me even more.
The time makes me want to turn back the clock and undo the past.
Hoping and pray for the return.

Waiting

2008-02-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

My heart and soul yearns for your love.
Thee time past by very slowly that i've want to give up hope on you.
The determination, stubborness and perserverance in me.
Makes me not to give up on you till today.
The loneliness deep inside me, yearning for your company and love.
Unable to do much till today.
Let the time past by.
Hoping you will call or text me again.

Food

2008-02-06T12:53:00.000-08:00

Foods looks nice and taste great to everyone.
Food is our main source nutrients and provide us energy.
Delicacy during this period of time is being serve to family, relatives and friends.
Loss the sense of taste and appetite.
The phobia of food start acting up.
Memories of me suffering from eating disorder just pop into my mind.
The smell, look and taste of the food just makes me want to throw up.
I am phobia of food now.

Destination unknown

2008-02-05T18:24:00.000-08:00

Head off to a place where it is peaceful and quiet.

Enter the dark secret of my own world.

Reach the destination unknown by me.
Unable to communicate my feelings through anything.
Words, photography and dance just can't express it out.
Feelings just make me confused and upset.
The destination of unknown bought me to the state of complexity.

The game

2008-02-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

Fate is a game.
The game that may test your luck and surprise you with something.
Time is a factor for this game.
The game that test your luck and patience with lots of endurance in your heart and mind.
The game of fate and time is a test for me.
Waiting and expecting something i'll been wishing for.
Praying hard for the day to arrive.
Let the fate and prayer to be answer when the time comes.

Time heals

2008-02-05T08:07:00.001-08:00

I want to be left alone and enjoy the peaceful life.
Your existence has proven that you are a pest now!
Irritating with lots of nonsense that i can't handle you now!
Calls and text messages from you just wanna make me dump the damn phone away.
Explanation of break up and the reasons is made loud and clear to you.
Understand that you are not coping well now.
Let thee time past and let thee time heals the pain.